I talked to Alaena a little while ago and she helped calm me down a little bit. According to her, I should work there but keep on looking for another job. I agree.
Brrr.. this bad guy in the movie is giving me the creeps. I am not going to be able to sleep tonight.
I don't think that I will be sleeping anyway.
Tonight, I need to get my mind off my present circumstances. Therefore, I plan to stay up and work on my SS lesson for Sunday and, if I have time, I would like to work on my scrapbook. I now have the pictures I need for the latter part of the scrapbook.
This guy is still giving me the creeps.
I wish I could turn off my brain. I wish I could close my eyes and make things disappear. I wish I could just listen to the beating of my own heart and drown out the voices around me. I wish I could find a quiet place out west somewhere and just lay out in a grassy field underneath the stars and just breath.
But if I wish my life away, can that really be called a life? Is that really living? Or just surviving?
I want to LIVE the LIFE!